1×1 – Bring Me The Horizon 

1×1 Lyrics

Disconnected from the world again.
no, the sun don’t shine in the place i’ve been.
so why you keep acting like i don’t exist?
yeah, 
i Feel like i’m ready to die but i can’t commit.

so i ask myself,
when will i learn? 
i’d set myself on fire to feel the burn.
i’m scared that i’m never going to be repaired. 

 put me out of my misery, 
my mind feels like an archenemy
can’t look me in the eyes
i don’t know what hurts the most
holding on or letting go
reliving my memories
and they’re killing me one by one. 

 sabotaged myself again
got a brain like a hurricane
me and that bitch no we can’t be friends 
and i don’t even care no. 
got me sinking to a dark place 
outta love 
evil twin under the staircase 
oh my god 
think i’m looking at a long night 
i’m alone 
i’m alone 
i’m alone 
i’m alone 
terrified 
but i’m numb 
annihilation never looked so good. 
shut up!
hush your mouth you talk too much.

put me out of my misery, 
my mind feels like an archenemy
can’t look me in the eyes
i don’t know what hurts the most
holding on or letting go
reliving my memories
and they’re killing me one by one. 

and i’m staring into the void again
no one knows what a mess i’m in
the voices in my head say i’m just being paranoid
but it’s bad for my health
how much i hate myself,
i suffocate, 
the weight,
it pulls me underneath.