Inside My Head – Merkules 

Inside My Head LYRICS

i been getting lost inside my head.
Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed.
I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead.
I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2

Yeah ill keep partying and drinking
Hardly even thinking.
And that probably is the reason, im like this.

at the end of the day does it really matter.
I been smoking this weed I been getting hammered.
last night was a movie it was cinematic.
You wanna be on my level you should get a ladder
Were in a different bracket, I dont think you grasp it
I been living lavish, but im still a savage.
I been trippin bad and its a disadvantage
But I promise you I dont take a thing for granted.
lets bring it back to when I didn’t have shit.
Just a little ass kid tryna hit a half cig.
Tippin back liquor till Im feeling half pissed.
Then id walk through the door and id get my ass kicked.
Those were good times and I cherish those.
I didn’t give a fuck if I was very broke.
we Used to raid the liquor cabinet with my parents home
Then wed crawl out the window like here we go, again

i been getting lost inside my head.
Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed.
I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead.
I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2

so ill keep partying and drinking
Hardly even thinking.
And that probably is the reason, im like this.

I been lost in my head from the darkness within.
Got nobody to trust like I lost all my friends.
Its been hard to admit so I harbor my sins.
i been talkin to myself with a bottle of gin.
Might fuck around drink the whole thing in one sitting
And ill throw a fuckin party alone.
I know they hate me cause they see I keep on winning,
and they know I got here all on my own.
I tried to teach em the dos and the donts.
Then all of a sudden you’re in a room all alone.
You get used and abused and they usually ghost.
So you blame it on yourself cause, you shoulda known.
And thats just how it goes when ya selfless.
they need help, so you help, you can’t help it.
Then they hate and turn fake cause they jealousss.
And they’ll still try to say you were selfishhh.

i been getting lost inside my head.
Starin at the ceiling while I lie in bed.
I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead.
I guess I never really know, where ill wind up next x 2